Shallow empathy, shallow wisdom. Leave hypocrisy of any form and any kind, i will bet you, you will see the path clear.. There is no godliness in average people. They can't give you anything. They know transactions. The biggest mistake one can do is to seek genuinity from people. Almost every one have compromised. Tgere is no godliness remaining. But there are few great genuine people in this world. They deserve respect. Hypocrisy is the worst thing one can do, it will break you out of the story. I had done so many simulation kicked me and made me depressed. Most people are hypocrite, simulation kick them out of the game and break out them from story. Main character, npc A life without people loving genuinely each other is a very dystopian scenario. I want to keep believing in love, otherwise it makes me unhappy and hopeless that love don't exist. love is my motivation to live. Why i always fall into this trap of thinking everybody is same and everybidy can understand me and i tell them everything. I think i am too stupid or something is missing inside my head. What matters really do we perform our duty with pure heart or not. Meeting different different people is just the game of life. Schizo and autistic realise it so lately that there is no such thing as "so called love". Most of the things are just covering and finding mate for survival. You realise real love when you realise real duty, before that everything is fake. The amount of stupidity and carelessness of human mind is deep like a rabbit hole. Don't trust yourself, not even yourself trusting yourself. Never trust anyone blindly I came to the rough conclusion that no one is trustworthy, everyone is susceptible to lies and falseness. Not by intention, but by carelessness and incompetence. They don't have the ocd to see the leaking entropy. And also they don't realise the wisdom behind pursuing truth because they are not schizo, they don't understand delusion.