ॐ नमश्चण्डिकायै॥ नायमात्मा बलहीनेन लभ्य : - only a strong and mentally robust individual is seen fit to start spiritual journey. This is not space to seek solace. For solace and finding peace with oneself there are many other kind of specialization which efficiently assist you. "Who cares who cares brother, today today... today SMESH" - Khabib Nurmagomedov